Just 2 weeks left to MST. Really looking forward to the events after MST but not the tests. Thinking of taking the tests only make me feel so sian.

There are so many things I need to do and have yet to start doing yet. As in not really things that I want to do but things which I must do to hand up. That is the boring part. All the research and stuff all just comes in together. And the worst part, all of these must be presented and handed in by next week. I got altogther 4 presentations, 1 speech and 1 drawing to do on top of all my revisions for tests. And so far, I have only completed my drawing. How bad can it be?

Celebrated sel's birthday at 12mn on Wednesday. Met up with Jason around 11.45pm then surprise her at exactly the time. Haha. It was fun. Talk a bit, then drank champagne which Jason has brought. I guess alcohol just isn't my cup of tea. After one cup, I was already very red and feeling hot. My head is spinning like crazy. We left her house about 1.30am? I cannot really remember. Didn't take note of the time when we left. Haha. Walk back home from her house. I was feeling really tired. I just kept on trying to take bigger steps so I can reach home faster. Knock out straight when I got home. As expected lah. Haha.

This whole week wasn't really that fantastic. Now most of the lecturers are starting their revision already. I think most likely I will get like lost and blur for most of them. They teach as if they are bullet trains. Maybe i'm just dumb and slow. I just cannot catch up like the rest of my classmates.

I'm so afraid...

Yet another 2 weeks have passed. I hope that if I don't go and keep on counting down it, holidays will come faster. Haha.

The passing out of the 35th Band NCO Camp was, I would say a success. Although there were some minor faults here and there, but what can we say? They tried their best. Well done! Training all of them was quite fun, they aren't like the NCC cadets who we usually train. They readily ask questions when doubt and also know when is the time to cut their jokes when needed.

After that was one week was normal school week which was just over. School load has been much better than last semester but the number of presentations gone up. I guess I don't mind doing them cause when I look from a different angle, it sort of build up my confidences talking to people. At least all these are my classmates, so even if I make a mistake, we will just laugh over it for awhile rather than I learn it the hard way next time. But overall, it seems quite a easier semester compared to the last one.

Spending a little time in NCC nowadays, helping out SM in terms of PDS. A bit of lost touch on my side, but still manage to help some way or another. Plans for next year is quite big, so it would be good if I can do my best to help out in anyway possible.

Yesterday was the official closing of Montfort Secondary School. I would say that the school does brings back memories when I look back. All the fun times as a class, as student councillors. All these memories will just remain in our hearts while the places where we build this memories are being teared down. But I sort of agree with Bro Emmanual. He said that this is the time to begin a new chapter in life. Keep all the not so good stuff behind and bring forward the happy memories we all have in the present site. So I guess, this is goodbye to the school. I sort of felt sad when we sang the school song for the last time in the school hall yesterday. That was the time when I truely understand ther whole meaning behind the song after singing it for almost 11 years.

"All ye sons of Montfort school"

4 more weeks......and counting....

Second day of the Band NCO Camp. I guess it is really tiring going for training in the morning and school in the aftnoon. Totally shag out. Keep on wanting to fall asleep during practical and lecture just now.

Now my gums hurt. Just now when I was eating, I felt something hard when I was bitting. So I thought it was nothing and bite onto it. The whole thing poke straight into my gums, super pain. After I used my hand to take it out, it was a about 0.5cm screw. I can't believe that it just poke into my gums. Now feel a bit weird, like got one hole down there. But I cannot do anything about it also, just have to leave it. Just have to bear with the pain for the next few days.

Just watched "Where got Ghost?". I won't say that it is a must watch show cause it isn't really that fantastic. The stories were a bit short and stories isn't very good also.

This is the start of the third week of school. I don't know whether time is passing fast or slow, but I only have roughly about 6 weeks to the start of my next holiday. I can't wait for holidays to come, there are quite a few things to look forward to.

The first 2 weeks of school was rather boring. Can adapt to school life quite fast but the lecturers are just not as cooperative as last semester. I think it is going to be a not fun semester this time round. Lecturers are super slow in whatever they are teaching and cannot really understand them. Though I still like the lesser papers to take for the coming examinations this time.

Today was the start of 35th Band NCO Camp, went there as a trainer. I feel that the trainees were actually quite good with their drills but they are just playful. I need to think of a way to make them more motivated in what they do. I guess I wasn't stern even with them just now. We will see how things go for the next 4 days.

Quite a lot of things lined up from the end of November to December. Really looking forward to them. Long time never spend so much time playing already. Hope everyone can take the December period to relax and enjoy themselves from the stressful year.

Ending of holidays. Kinda of feeling happy but also quite sian that school is starting.

Quite a boring holiday I would say. Didn't achieve much for the whole 6 weeks. Camps after camps, work day after work day. Then when I have the free time to do stuff that I want, I don't know what to do. Am I stupid or what?

Went for OCS Experiential Camp last week. Got to sort of got to feel the daily routine of the officer trainees. Quite tiring days they have there. Imagine having to go through it for 9 months. Now i'm contemplating wheather I should aim for it. I guess there will also be other factors which will cause not to be able to get there, even if I want to.

Timetable for next semester came out last week. I didn't notice I got a change of class until I compare it with my classmate's. After all the calling and stuff, the department thought that because I took the vaction paper so i'm dropping the module. Then they change my class. I think they should be more professional about it. Just because people took the vacation paper does not mean they are dropping that particular module. And moreover it is my Diploma-Plus module.

And I also registered for my GEMS. I didn't know what I should take, so I followed my classmates. Finaicial Management for Engineers. Sounds like some cheem stuff, don't know what is it going to be. And deciding to follow them, but didn't got the same class. Cause I registered late, all the slots for that particular class had been taken up. So I guess I will be alone bah, no problem with me.

A few more events and the year will be over. For NCC, I will be attending the 35th Band NCO camp as a trainer and most likely that will be all. Choir will have a few events coming up. But thinking of some of it, I already become sian. Maybe not everybody will understand how people feel bah. Opinions are voiced out, suggestions are more or less given but still, the disappointment. There are still some events which i'm looking forward though.

1 more day to the start of a new semester. Looking forward to it? Just have to endure another 8 weeks to my next holiday.

Went for make up paper for Math in the morning. Paper was easier than I expected? Haha. Although there are still quite a number of questions which I don't really understand how to do, but I guess passing isn't a problem.

After that got the Director's signature for my OCS Experiential Camp form from SMAE office. Stupid sia, luckily he is there. If not, I don't know got to wait until when then can get my form back. I told the lady, anybody can just sign but she tell me cannot. Need the Director to approve. Like if he never come in, then I don't need to get it sign liao lor. LOL.

Was running about the whole day lah. Went back to Montfort to get the same form and my parade claim signed. And yes, getting papers sign again. Just to get money, I need to like go everywhere to get papers sign. Then took a bus down to HQ. Spent some time there, helping Mdm Gurdip with some stuff. After that left for home.

I can't wait for my birthday!! The wait is really killing me. Just now, I took about 3 hours to get everything I needed and hand it in. If I had driving licence, it would have only taken my 30 minutes. Look at the difference. The car is just parked at the carpark downstairs and I can't use it. Really cannot take it man. My mum still tell me: "You got no licence. If not you could have taken the car downstairs." Shit.

Anyway, work started this week. I think I will just have go through this 4 weeks knowing that it sucks lah. I'm going through it only because of the money. If not, I wouldn't willingly spend my time sitting in the warehourse/office, doing almost nothing or doing packing in the warehouse. Not that I don't want to help out, but I just feel like something is wrong. I don't know how to describe the feeling. 4 weeks lah, still got 3 more to go. Must ren!!

Time for my update. I think the blog is dying soon. I don't know what to write in here also.

Since the start of holidays, I have been very busy. From last week, I had Specialist Course in SISPEC. Then this whole week which has just passed, I was in HQ. 2 days of Camp FORGE, 2 days of Camp STEEL and 1 day of IMT. Imagine the time I spend for NCC. But I guess, all these is worth it. There are a lot of experience which I gain from all these camps. From doing logistics to administration to even on the ground training. It really increases my knowledge on stuff which I don't really know last time.

Hmm, maybe I would say a few lines about the course and camps which I had just went. Specialist course was quite a cock up in the beginning. We were stuck outside the guard house for in-processing for almost 2 hours. And therefore the delay of all our activities. There was also a change of plans, where all the 4 districts which was there combined into 1 course. This cause quite a problem for training side as our training plan kept on changing. I didn't interact much with the cadets as I was doing admin all the way. In the end, I would say that the course was overall a success, cause we managed to pull through it with only 6 trainers.

Camp FORGE and STEEL was quite well done, I would say. Didn't really have a lot of major problems, only a few minor ones here and there. Did admin and logistics for the first camp and training as 2IC for the second camp. So in short, I served almost all the roles available in a camp in 4 days. The trainers were all tired, cause of the continuous camp for 4 days. But we all still managed to pull through when we encourage one another on for the whole duration. I sincerely thank all the trainers who willingly gave up their time to help make the whole of the 2 weeks a success.

There won't be anymore activities that I will be going until quite some time later. Going to start working this coming week already. Need cash badly. Thinking of my school fees, coming driving and everything else. Really broke to the core. My whole of the next 4 weeks will be work and work only. Sian.